Melanie Bae

I change everyday whether it be my outlook on things or my style. I constantly change. I also have a lot on my plate, and I need to vent. I am not a fan of face to face venting or going to people....so this seemed like a reasonable solution. If you follow me, you follow my story.

avagator asked: people really need to learn how to use the internet properly...

for realz

Bullying is unacceptable

…. While scrolling on Facebook, I came across a post from a girl. It was a picture of a heavier man, and the caption read “this is why I don’t order double cookie crumble piece.” The man was just simply ordering something over the counter and she just took a photo like he was some freak of nature. It just absolutely DISGUSTED me. Bullying is very prominent in today’s culture and it sickens me. I take a vow never to bully someone like that. I do not care if someone is gay, fat, skinny, straight, etc…if they are kind they are to  be respected! I deactivated my Facebook after I told her it was wrong to post that, and I told her in a nice way not saying anything derogatory. I’m just fuming. I will let it go because not everyone is like that…there has to be decent people left in the world.

Shit….I do kind of look like her!

I haven’t posted in awhile…

I have two perfectly decent men to date. Both are kind and would do anything for me…but I don’t feel a thing. I am so caught up in school and my job…and getting over someone else still (not pathetic…rather the truth.) I want to able to like him (one of the two boys in particular) but there is something that lacks…chemistry. If I can’t tell him personal things about me than there is an issue. It is not that I don’t trust him…I just don’t talk to anyone about certain thing….well not anyone….just one boy….Ugh how I would love to love you! I just can’t! Not today and probably never. I am so sorry darlin.

What a fucked up person I am eh?

Nope just confused and figuring things out………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….slowly.

Goodnight,
M